I’m not perfect
I make mistakes
I don’t know what to do
Nor do I know what to say
I’m just a scared  kid
Shivers in fears
Covered in tears
I messed up
I messed up BIG
I hide till I’m left with no pride
Just guilt
Full of lies
Full of hate
That I started
That I wish I had not created
But no turning back
I fall down on my knees
Torn
Broken
Can’t carry this weight no more
Please
GOD
HELP ME
LET ME BE FREE
My chains are broken
God lifts my chin up
And says
‘There is no mess that I can’t clean up
All I need is for you to trust me
To let go
You are a forgiven
Don’t sin no more
For all sin comes with a price
With a sting
Because when I give you truth
There will always be grace’