I’m going through changes
I’m dealing with pain
Not knowing the answers
Not understanding the game
Do I play to win
Or do I give up and loose
This path I did not choose
Yet I’m here
Surrounded with fear
Poisoned with lies of doubt
Why can’t I take a break
When I did not partake
Yet I’m here
Is it wrong for me to be selfish
When there are those who suffer more
I feel so close
Yet so far away
I dream of life
Yet live in nightmares of death
Why is this happening to me
Yet I’m here
Why are changes so scary
Make us feel uncomfortable
We feel alone
Yet we are not
We all go through changes
We all have our doubts
We all struggle
But it’s up to us to decide how to deal with our change
We cannot control the outcome
Control is just an illusion
A lie
But changes are necessary
They allow us to grow
Because no matter how life goes
You are here
Because God is near
So don’t be scared
But embrace it
Because God has plans for you
And he’s going to change your life forever